holidays...

Have any of u wonder wad holidays are meant to do? For all these time, i've had the impression that holidays are meant to have a soothing effect to a soul that's stretched out due to stress at work or studies.. i've always enjoyed holidays.. but i've nvr noticed one thing until now.. a holiday in a place where u hardly know anybody and its very hard to get in contact with ppl that u cherish as frens or no frens of urs ever contact u at all.. that sucks.. it sucks big time.. it makes one feel lonely and depressed instead of being happy like wad we're supposed to.. it just takes away all the fun and excitement of the holidays.. wad the heck.. this kinda sounds like a rubbish blog but that's how i feel now.. are friendships really that fickle? i'd try to ask myself that question but i simply cant face the truth.. life really sucks.. An irony huh when i'm suppose to begin to like this new place that i'm in.. but in truth... i really missed those intec days when i can just joke around with frens and go out and be noisy together.. but... its all the past now.. haiz.. only one word can describe how i feel now... lonely...